September 2011
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my mother had some “free time” so she googled me and found a myspace that i haven’t really used in maybe four years besides maybe uploading some new photos which was connected to my twitter and i am so angry and she doesn’t get why
it feels like she read my diary and listened to Important Conversations
and really, this week, this is the last thing i really need or want
...
also there is all this goddamn prefect drama and i feel as though i will end up being involved and i can’t be bothered oh man
teachers telling you they voted for you
y’all have unrealistic expectations
seriously
i can barely fucking breathe anymore and it’s kinda getting to me tbh. i’m anxious all the goddamn time and i still have no will to do anything but lie there.
being around my mother makes me violently angry and i just try to get reactions out of her and i think maybe it’s because i feel that she doesn’t care unless she’s mad and i don’t know what to do
fuuuck
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there a lot of things that i am finding incredibly confusing right now, things that i cannot make head nor tail of. however, the most confusing thing that is happening at the moment is
who the hell is burning their toast
remember when i used to care about things and school and getting my education and a career and friends
and now i can’t feel anything and it’s stupid and i live in dumb fantasy worlds made out of paper and screen and i’m more invested in fictional characters than my real friends and i really
don’t know
what the fuck to do anymore
s e r i o u s l y
“IS THIS STATUS ABOUT ME BLAHBLAH”
is an appropriate reply “no i have you blocked from my feed so i don’t have to see dumb fuck comments like this”
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Day Sixteen
arthureamesdaily:
Title: Origins ‘verse Author: laceymcbain Rating: NC-17 Length: 67,000 words Summary: Exploring Arthur and Eames’ backstory in the military where they each lead an elite unit in the dream-sharing trials. The Powers That Be would prefer to keep the participants in the dark, but Arthur and Eames find each other, fall in love, and change dream-sharing forever. Comments: Submitted...
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Got told by my AP today to not party during the holidays.
Also I walked into history today after my half hour meeting with her and Rita told me I smell like booze.
Goddammit y’all
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can’t wait to repeat year 12
c a n ’ t wait
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i bought american candy for rita and myself today
brown sugar cinnamon poptarts yes please
look how amazing
my tbp wishlist isssss: http://www.bookdepository.com/wishlist/567525/Lizzy-Mann
GOD SO MANY BOOKS SO LITTLE TIME
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fuck alicia watching firefly is making me want to watch that dumb show again
NO
holly!!!
http://www.megavideo.com/?d=JFV62HBN/http://www.megaupload.com/?d=JFV62HBN
new girl! it’s pretty good, it has potential, but it’ll go either way i think
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oh man dad found out that i only passed one of five maths papers
brother i didn’t even pass half of my exams you need to settle down
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this weekend:
friday: clean at nana’s
saturday: study, go to rita’s
sunday: jump judging at woodhill, holla i don’t even ride; and study
siiiimple
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sour-idealist:
[yeah, violence, homophobia/heterosexism, internalized and externalized]
inksplotched:
The blond boy in the red trunks is holding your head underwater because he is trying to kill you, and you deserve it, you do, and you know this, and you are ready to die in this swimming pool because you wanted to touch his hands and...
what books should i buuuuuuy y’all
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i was just sitting here wondering what to do whilst i eat my chickpea salad that has too much hot sauce in it and i realised
i downloaded the justified pilot last week.
fuck i cannot find a top chef: just desserts link ANYWHERE to tonight’s episode. ;-;
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omg i have to leave in 45 minutes i should probably put clothes on a dry hair and eat oh god useless human
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“Garfield leaves to change into his own, casual clothes before returning to...”
– Empire On-Set Report (via ron-bilius-weasley)
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